Last night as a result of taking ibogaine (born-again according to word process spelling correction of the word), my 2 hemispheres engaged in the most diplomatic debate ever. Every single one of my issues have been either debated, challenged or even been shone to me in the most chocking way. The left brain versus the right brain, the spiritual versus the rational, the mind Vs body, masculine Vs feminine, everything got rebalanced, just so I could today land on the middle path once again and with the knowledge that if I follow everything that have been shown, life is about to get even better. To be honest I am pretty damn please with my life, smug lioness that I am, but I had a feeling it could get better. It always can. for everyone, even for the smuggest of smuggest lioness! whether with more or less smugness in the balance is each to there own, all you know is that it will turn out just right. Bang in the middle. That’s when you drop the smug issue and move to the next!

I rediscovered the difference between knowing and Knowing, but I won’t forget it this time!

Having turned 40 I feel growing up as been a tough experience all together, every little step can have such drastic consequences, Ilan is here to remind us of it; but last night, it was like my soul had sat me down and had a very direct blast at me, showing me every single imperfection I only see in others. I saw them, analysed them, understood them and now I Know.

And that my friends is the best 40th birthday present a woman can ever wish for… from myself to myself: Merci Beaucoup:-)