Oh and on the subject of motherhood since that’s what this is to be all about… Well I am doing fantastic, I am even enjoying motherhood, not 24/7 of course, but enough not to need to reflect about it in that blog. But I do enjoy writing in that space so it is lucky I’ve found a new topic. And I love the fact that as I just posted about that new topic, daughter number 1, comes next to me and asks me if she can go singing to the people in the street. This is obviously something I haven’t projected on her yet. And my initial reaction was a massive NO coming out from every pores of my skin. But since I just wrote about it, I thought fuck it, let it go, she is not me, I am not her… let her explore what she wants even if it makes her happy. I will stay squirming in my corner, it is my issue after all and not hers, and I musn’t forget, she’s already took me a long way out of my unconfort zone. And plus I am a sucker for syncronicty, so it must be right, right?